Growing up I never really had a childhood. I used to live in a nice city but when my mom got remarried, she decided to move in with her husband instead of keeping our house and making him move in with us. I was really sad because not only did I have to say goodbye to all of my friends, but I had to adapt to small town life, which in movies is romanticized, but in real life living in a small town fucking sucks. There’s nothing to do. My school was full of stereotypical “locals” and I just never felt at home. I still fucking don’t! Since I never really liked anyone at my school I never really went out with my friends or went to school functions, including prom. I just never felt the need to have a normal high school experience because I never met anybody that I wanted to share it with. I basically just went to school and went home every day until I finally got my diploma. I guess the main reason why I’m so eager to move is so I can finally live the life the way I want to live it because I feel like I’ve wasted my entire life. Everyone keeps reminding me of how young I am, but I feel so fucking old. I feel washed up. AT 18! I used to watch Lohanthony all the time and I always thought it was so cool that he had the chance to move to LA at 16 and just be himself. I truly admire his carefree attitude and I’m trying my best to replicate that, but it’s hard when you still have to answer to your toxic parents and you can’t tell them to fuck off just yet. Hopefully I can update you by the end of this year with positive news in regards to a new apartment, and if you have any goals you want to accomplish this year please know that I’m rooting for your success! 🤘
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Day 3- Favorite character is Jack Sparrow😍
I honestly fangirl over Captain Jack it’s embarrassing.
Hello everyone! I’m back! It’s been a couple of years since I stopped posting regularly, and I needed to take a brake. So many things were going on in my life that I needed to sort out. I have now moved house and my mental health is (hopefully) getting better. I never stopped loving Johnny, he and his characters helped me through everything. I’m very excited to be back, and as you can see, I’m starting from scratch. I hope I can connect with old friends and accounts, and I just want to thank everyone for all the support and kind comments on the post I posted last year about why I was absent so much! ❤️❤️❤️