This weekend was HUGE for me as a coach! I’m officially a USA Powerlifting Club Coach 🎉😍🙌🏼😭 (that feels so good to say) and two of my clients competed this weekend as well! @5starnutrition_mallory was my very first client to ever take the platform in her first push/pull meet and she went all out 🙌🏼💪🏼 Swipe to see just how great she did! #allofthemedals#alloftherecords Although I was not able to handle her that day, we worked our butts off to improve her form and in turn we were able to add a whopping 65lbs to her deadlift and 15lbs paused bench on a TNG max in 16 weeks of online coaching. You did so great, Mal!!! Congrats on officially becoming a competitive powerlifter! 💙 I also had another client compete, but I’ll have to post about that day later. Too much to say in one post. Yay for #teamgingerlifts 🎉
I know, every life is a movie,
we got different stars and stories
we got different nights and mornings
our scenarios ain't just boring.
I find this movie very amusing, everyday I want to film it well. I want to caress myself, I want to caress me.
But you know, sometimes I really don't like myself. To be honest, quite often, I really hate myself.
When I really hate myself, I go there and I just stand with the familiar darkness, with the people that are smiling and beer which makes me smile.
The world is just another name for despair, my height is just another diameter for the earth.
I am all of my joy and anxiety, It repeats everyday, the love and hate towards me.
In the darkness people look happier than the day, everyone else knows where they're supposed to be but only I walk without purpose, but still blending in with them is more comfortable.
I want to be free.
I want to be free from freedom
Because right now I'm happy but I'm unfortunate. ...I wish I could love myself...