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I was speaking with someone whom I recently connected with on here, and after a brief introduction they had suddenly disappeared from Instagram. Luckily, we exchanged contacts and I had asked them what happened. Turns out they suddenly deleted the account; they found themselves spending more time seeing what people thought of there photos, almost seeking a sense of validation. They didn’t like that feeling and I get it. Each of us feels this to some degree and this feeling needs to be honored and exposed. This sudden feeling is your soul calling for you to sit down and ask yourself the deeper questions: What am I seeking? What do I want to give the world? How can I do this without compromising who I AM? ✨
As I laid out my cards this morning, I pulled a card reminding me to be generous with my wisdom, to provide guidance to those who struggle or to those that may need me. I have come a long way in navigating my own personal experience with social media and one day I finally reached this sweet spot where it felt good to help others by sharing little pieces of myself, be it wisdom that helps me stay positive or experiences that keep me real. After a year or so off, I came back because I missed connecting with those that needed me, that received what I was offering and were willing to #meetmeatom. Funny how it all comes back to that- I remember creating that handle with an entirely different intention, but in the grander scheme of things, I already knew. It takes time for all of us to get where we want to be outside and within ourselves; the driving force is knowing that we are already there once we’ve removed the distractions and one of the greatest distractions is a need to find our place. This is where I have always come into someone’s view, right when they need a place to call Om, I arrive. ✨
If you struggle with anything, focus solely on what brings you back and why or what keeps you away and why. When the answers reveal themselves, move in that direction and don’t look back. 📿🔮🐼
Sebab pertemuan dengan mu, awal aku mengenal lagi makna dari tertawa. Dan karena mu, aku mengenal akan segala makna dari bahagia. Bukan sekedar bersyukur kau ada disisiku, atau mengatakan hal puitis untuk kau tahu bagaimana rasa. Tidak sesederhana itu. Kau perlu tahu, saat malam kau terlelap. Kadang aku terjaga hanya sekedar melihat mu. Dan aku menangis. Tuhan tahu aku membutuhkan seseorang, apakah kau orangnya?
Ketika perdebatan antara kita yang menekan ego. Aku harus berdamai dan mengalah demi kita, bukan kamu. Sebab aku percaya kau akan sadar (nantinya) jika sebuah rasa mampu mengalahkan keegoisan.
Nanti ingatlah, bila entah esok atau lusa. Kapanpun waktu nya. Kau yang ingin berakhir atau aku yang menyudahi segala yang telah dipertemukan melalui restu-Nya.
Jadikan aku sebagai orang yang baik di kehidupan mu, di masa masa kau mengerti bahwa aku hanya ingin menjadi orang yang baik bagimu. Sebab denga sempurna, siapapun tak akan mampu. Kau pun tahu itu.
Happy birthday to this beautiful soul @marvawarriorprinces
My friend, my sister...have an awesome birthday and may you receive all that God has in store for you.
Looking beautiful in her long gathered Skirt from the line Il Était Destiné.